Biography
Siying120393
Facebook Twitter
|
Affiliates
1e7'06
2e6'07
3e5'08, 4e5'09
TPJC MDC
SuperNova
anthea atiqah faizah hui2 jiaxin judith min min muanting pamela sixuan shiping shuyi zhijun |
Miscs
Layout designed by Eunice.
Best viewed in Mozilla FireFox and Google Chrome with the screen resolution of 1280x800. |
|
Sacrifice
Tuesday, July 05, 2011
When I am facing with difficulties or problems, you were always the one I go to, to pour out everything about how I feel and stuff. but this time, the issue is not about other people. I don't know who to turn to now. I'm glad that I can still smile and act as if nothing has happened in front of my friends. I think I've become stronger. I don't whether I should be happy for that-..- You were sitting beside me, but the feeling is like we're worlds apart. We can't even hold a proper conversation for more than 30secs. This feeling is killing me. I think my heart has the numb feeling until i don't feel it aching already. I've been sleeping a lot during the day. But i just can't fall asleep at night. I thought sleeping will take a little unhappiness away from you when you're awake? I slept so much during the day, why didn't it work? I feel so lonely at times. The feeling is like I'm gonna breakdown any moment, because one of the most important pillar in my life is gonna collapse any time now. Must I really sacrifice again this time round....? If it makes you happy, i will. I have been really thinking through whether I must really do this. Weeping while thinking about the things i plan to say. I hope I won't drop a single tear when I say it tomorrow or something. Gosh, I am tearing while I'm typing this. Bye.
|