myLIFE(:

Sacrifice

2011-07-05T20:08:00.001+08:00

When I am facing with difficulties or problems, you were always the one I go to, to pour out everything about how I feel and stuff. but this time, the issue is not about other people. I don't know who to turn to now. I'm glad that I can still smile and act as if nothing has happened in front of my friends. I think I've become stronger. I don't whether I should be happy for that-..- You were sitting beside me, but the feeling is like we're worlds apart. We can't even hold a proper conversation for more than 30secs. This feeling is killing me. I think my heart has the numb feeling until i don't feel it aching already. I've been sleeping a lot during the day. But i just can't fall asleep at night. I thought sleeping will take a little unhappiness away from you when you're awake? I slept so much during the day, why didn't it work? I feel so lonely at times. The feeling is like I'm gonna breakdown any moment, because one of the most important pillar in my life is gonna collapse any time now. Must I really sacrifice again this time round....? If it makes you happy, i will. I have been really thinking through whether I must really do this. Weeping while thinking about the things i plan to say. I hope I won't drop a single tear when I say it tomorrow or something. Gosh, I am tearing while I'm typing this. Bye.

sigh

2011-07-04T23:42:00.001+08:00

Is this really how we gonna spend our 10th month together?
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Broken

2011-07-03T23:37:00.001+08:00

I thought hurting, disappointing, making her feel uncomfortable would be the last thing a guy would do to his girl?

That sentence really killed me. No matter how angry you're, you shouldn't have said that. You shouldn't have said that....

I can't tweet about this. I can't write this on Facebook. I don't want people to know or ask me about it. I don't think people still read my blog, so it should be okay to write here. Yup, I'm very hurt and sad.

If sleeping can ease the pain, I'm willing to sleep forever. But I still need to make sure that you're taking your meals and sleeping on time and that I'm there when you need me. Sigh, I hate myself. I should learn to love myself more.

Tomorrow is our 10th month together. What a good way to start tomorrow

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Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you♥

2011-06-25T16:32:00.006+08:00

You brought colours into my life♥

Having a break now! Damn tiredddd! Hmmmm. What should I blog about..

I think after that incident, I tried to adjust the way I think and view stuff. Yeah, I'm not as demanding and I don't get angry so easily anymore (: And I hope that we can be stay like this forever ^^ Erm, I reflected on myself.. On what I did, said, thought, etc. I realized my mistakes and yeah, I'm determined to change for the better. Or at least try to? I think I'm too sensitive. But that's just my character, it is hard to change. But I will try.

Yup, just wanna say that I am happy with whatever that's happening now (: Like I can concentrate on studies and relationship at the same time. And I really hope that it will stay that way until the A levels end, and become even better after A levels! Having good communication, trust and being honest with each other are really the key to a successful relationship.

TIMBRE WITH THE GIRLS. STEAMBOAT WITH UBA

2011-06-24T01:04:00.004+08:00

HI. I POSTED ALL THE PHOTOS THAT SSLB AND I TOOK AT SENTOSA! GO TO THE POST TO VIEW.

Long time since i last blogged. Shall just blog those important dates!

Thursday, 170611.
Went to Timbre (Arts House) with the girls!<3 First time there. Erm... It was kinda cool I suppose. Celebrated Judith's birthday! And took photos!!! Hope we will meet up more often after Alevels! (:

At night, met sslb to go home. and I got to eat the super nice dou hua that he bought for me<3 Aiya, the photo in my phone. UPLOAD ANOTHER TIME!!!!!

SILKY HAIRRRR (: (the right photo) hehe.

Long island tea

BIRTHDAY GIRL :D

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Friday, 180611.
Went out with UBA to celebrate Judith's and Hui2's 18th birthday <3 Went to some steamboat buffet at Marina Square, NOT NICE ):< Anyway had a great time with them too. Like so long never meet up already. The feeling is like....I don't know how to describe. Just love them a lot. Hope we can meet up soon!

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THAT'S ALL!!! WAH post until i tired. Now it is just study study and study ): Persevere! 5 months! I can do it!!! >:)

Easily contended

2011-06-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

Had my longest conversation with sslb today! I don't know why but I feel happy. Yeah, just happy... But I know it will be only for today for now :/ Anyway, sslb shared with me his experience at the check up for NS thingy. So funny. Hahahaha. I want to go Chinatown with him to eat good food tooooooo! I want to go everywhere with himmmm! (:

Gonna go sleep now! Meeting the girls tomorrow!!!! <3

T.I.R.E.D

2011-06-14T20:34:00.001+08:00

Feel sick and weak now ): Normally during this kinda period, I really want attention. I don't know why, I just want your attention. Sigh. Yes I can sense that you are concerned about me but can't feel that you are worried. Maybe you are but I can't feel it through the text? I think people who message or talk to me must really take note of their tone and words they use because I'm very sensitive when it comes to this. Very tired la. Need remind you to reply everything that I've sent, need remind you to be sweeter, need remind friends to pay up for birthday presents, need remind this remind that. Don't want to care about anything for now. Yes one simple word, tired. Why am I feeling so tired? Slogging like hell just to make everyone happy. I've always been nice to other people. Why do I deserve all of this? Why can't the things that i yearn for just come to me? Do what all of you all want to do. I really don't care anymore. Yes, it is really difficult for me. Can you please, please make everything easier for me by just playing your part? I don't know if I typed out all these out of anger and disappointment. But at least, that's how I feel at this very moment. Sleeping time, goodnight. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

P.s I know the things that you have done for me, just that I never list them out only <3

SENTOSA♥

2011-06-13T23:16:00.007+08:00

~~Aaaaa photobucket is pissing me off again! >:( Can't upload photos!!! And if i upload through Blogger, the quality of the photos will be like shit. Sigh. I will upload the photos another time!~~

Went to Sentosa in the afternoon! Lucky it wasn't that sunny yesterday! Nice weather (: Took lots of photos! Hehe, walked bare-footed along the beach with sslb!♥ One of my dream was to take a stroll along the beach with the guy i like. And it came true! hehe. Challenged each other to design something, using sand, for each other. I think that sslb can do better, and not use lazy as the reason :/ The feeling of sitting along the beach and watching the beautiful scenery with sslb was awesome. Nothing can ever replace the time that we have spent with each other♥

Went to 7 eleven to get cup noodles while we waited for the sun to set. sslb still remembers that watching sunset with the guy i like was 1 of my 18 wishes! ^^ But sadly, there wasn't any sunset yesterday ): But it's alright, it was still a great day :D

Went to wash up before going to Marché for dinner. The dining atmosphere was very nice too. Feels like we were having candlelight dinner. Hehe. After dinner, we went to the open space outside Marché to talk and i think we really enjoyed each other presence (:

Really had a very memorable and unforgettable trip to Sentosa with sslb! Although I had the worst train ride, in my whole entire life, home and i didn't get my 2 notes, I still enjoyed my day. I think i should receive more than 3 notes the next time we meet? Actually to me, it doesn't really matter where we go, as long as he's with me, anything or anywhere is alright♥ After talking with my cousins another day, I'm just really really afraid that he might leave me one day :/ Can someone please tell me what should I do?

Today was like BACK-TO-REALITY already ): Back to studies. Sigh. Finally got my excuse letter for 2.4km run! But I can't wear slippers anymore ): Alright, time to sleep! I WILL upload the photos soon!

I will stay as long as I can see that you are putting in effort to make me stay by your side. I want to be someone important in your life. Someone that you will think of every second. Is this too much?

The more I push you away, the more I want you to be there

2011-06-09T16:01:00.001+08:00

Can't we be just like any other ordinary couples out there? It's kind of sad that I'm the only one who remembers the special day on the 4th of every month. I wouldn't want to remind my bf that 'hey, today is our xxx month together'.

Normally it will be a "why, what happened? Care to share?" in reply. This time round, it is different.

I'm afraid that one day I'm going to get use to this if we're still going to behave like we're friends. Yes, prioritize what is more important first. But when we're out, we're not studying. Get it? Sigh.
Peace.(Y)

Fears and insecurities

2011-06-08T22:05:00.001+08:00

I think I will update a short post everyday! (: I'm trying to stay optimistic everyday so that I will have the mood to study! Oh well , i think it works!

Deep down inside, I fear to raise my expectations because expectations leads to disappointment. Yup, i experienced that before. I'm afraid of feeling happy because I know that something bad will happen, after every time I feel happy. I don't like it when people don't appreciate me. I don't like it when people accuse me for something that I didn't do. I don't like it when people insult other people for doing this/that (or behaving in a manner which irritates them), but still behave in that manner. Like, wth?! I don't like it when people give me hope but disappoint me later on. I don't like it when people only come to me when they need me but leave you aside when they don't. ....................................

I'm not saying that I'm perfect. But at least I don't do all those stuff that I mentioned above.

Will you hold on to my hand forever?

2011-06-08T01:00:00.004+08:00

Hehehe I think this photo very sweet. Only got it from fb like, a few days ago? Hehe. I'm doing maths nowwww! Today was a great day! Sweet good morning messages from sslb and xinying<3 Totally made my day. So whatever happened after that didn't really matter! Hehe. Seriously, I don't like it when people come to me when they need me. And when dont need you, they just leave you aside. That feeling is like, what the hell?! Sometimes i don't feel appreciated.(okay maybe some did) To be honest, I'm the one who organises everyone's birthday celebration. And if I didn't, I think there may be either no celebrations or maybe there will be some last minute planning done. I'm always there when we shop for birthday presents and for all birthday celebrations. And some people don't even bother replying my messages to confirm whether they can make it. Or maybe they forget? But I messaged quite a few times. Not trying to claim any credit, but i want to make this point clear that i did not neglect my friends even though i'm with L. I dare to say that i gave my best to all of my friends. Nevermind. At least now I know who are the ones who will be there when I need someone to talk to! (:

Oh and one more thing, I don't like it when people read my posts and ask me about the things that I blogged about. So yeah, you know what to do!

Will you chase after me if I were to walk away?

2011-06-06T21:42:00.001+08:00

All I ever wanted was for someone to send me sweet good morning messages(it will really make my day), who will proudly say that "SHE'S MINE" to his friends/family, know that I am pissed/upset/sad/happy just by one look at me, know what are my insecurities, who will tell me that everything is alright even when everything is wrong, who will only sleep after I sleep, and...... Hmmm, I guess different people have different opinions and stuff. But for me, if you really love someone, i think that you will give your best to make him/her feel like he/she is the king/queen of the world. What do you think..?

Oh well, for now I think I will still understand what we should prioritize now and that everything will be better after A levels. But will everything really change for the better after A levels? There is just this small part of me which is really afraid that "what if things will not turn out better and the cycle repeats itself again and again?". Hmmm but I have faith in you, me and us. I hope you won't disappoint me.

At least I received a message in the afternoon (: But good morning messages are still the best and messages during your breaks will also make my day. It is like at least you thought of me during your break. Hehe. "Treat others like how want to be treated". I believe in that. So I treat everyone with my best. Correct me if I'm wrong.

Rena said that her bf actually messages her(quite frequently) whenever he is free in NS and is not afraid to tell her that he misses her. And they will always meet up during the weekends. Hmmm... Will you do that too? :/

To be honest, I can't help but feel a little jealous whenever I see couples who are so loving and sweet. But I mean no harm!

Don't worry, I feel perfectly fine now. Just wanna say how I feel and stuff.

I miss blogging

2011-06-05T22:47:00.004+08:00

OMG really don't have the time to blog at all ): Like one month plus never blog already. Since I'm taking a break now, I shall just blog something. Hmmmm, a lot of things happened during this one month plus. Now everyone (maybe not everyone) is mugging for A levels. Time flies.

(photos of the "bowling tournament" in the previous previous post! I added them in)

Just gonna upload some of the photos!

SPORTS DAY!

SARAH'S BIRTHDAY

KRISTIN'S BIRTHDAY

JIA XIN'S BIRTHDAY

JUNE'S BIRTHDAY

Bunny love :D

2011-04-10T21:52:00.001+08:00

The happiest feeling on earth is to be held in the arms of someone you love.

The last time I blogged was 27th March. It is already 10th April now. Time flies. A lot of things happened during these 13 days. Be it good or bad, we've overcome the obstacles together. Of course, there will be more in future and I really really hope we can solve it and continue moving on. Oh well, finally passed sslb the bottle of notes (: hehe. And of course, I have learnt how important my friends are. Girls, i love you! (: I will always be there for them like how they were there when I needed them (:

Will never forget what happened on 080411, Friday! hehe. I'm happy! 7 months more! Persevere!!!! Can't wait for life after Alevels! Wheeeeeeee! Oh I love bunnies now! They are so cute, fluffy, furry and small! Aaaaaaa >.<

P.s oh i will post the photos that I haven't post soon!

H E L L

2011-03-27T22:08:00.005+08:00

Finally found a blogskin that I kinda like. Plain and simple!

Saturday, 260311
Had our first family bowling "tournament". It was fun. Like we really get to bond with each other and spend more time together. I think I have a really cool family (: Like, I don't really see my friend's family having these kinda activities going on within their families.

my team!

cute girl here. hehe^^

Today, 270311
Went out with Xinying and Kristin at night. Watched Big Momma. Judith came to join us for dinner at Ajisen. After that, went home!

It is kinda sad that this short break, after sa1, is gonna be over. Sigh. Now replies will be slower, lesser time to talk etc. I am starting to feel tired. Tired of everything.

Happiness♥

2011-03-25T21:32:00.003+08:00

This is what i call happiness (:

Finally get to meet up with HEHE♥ So nice go take pay with me at Tanjong Pagar (: Went to Manpuku for lunch. Plain Udon♥ After that sslb went back school for training while I went to find Xueyu they all to go PRSS to watch them play match with MJC and PRSS. After that went to meet sslb again (: Went to get his friend's present then went to eat something light. Hokkien Mee (:

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY *SMILES, JUMP AND HOP AROUND* HEHE :D

SA1 over. Birthday photos. EXTRAS.

2011-03-24T22:18:00.006+08:00

SA1 is finally over. Like, finally. But still have A levels, so nothing much to be happy about. Went to watch Diary Of A Wimpy Kid with Xinying, Sarah and Rui Qi's clique. Nice!

Watched Gnomeo and Juliet with L on 180311. I think the movie super cute!!! But someone doesn't like cartoon movies ): Oh well..

230311, yesterday. Went to watch table tennis A division competition. Finally got to see L play (: The thought of it still makes me smile. He can play really well. So proud of him. Hope I can get to see more in future..

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Yes, I'm tired. Feel like taking a break from everything. EVERYTHING.

MY BIRTHDAYYYY♥♥♥♥

2011-03-13T23:08:00.005+08:00

Photos taken during CCA exhibition!

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110311, Friday:

TPJC is 25!!! Whatever-..- The main thing for that day was my surprise birthday celebration! After the run, went out with L. Went to my house first to get some stuff first. Had lunch at Pastamania (: Someone treated me to movie and some other stuff. hehe. Watched Adjustment Bureau. Then went back to school because L need to run for his CCA. In the end, this idiot lied to me that he need to run for his CCA, just to bring me back to school to surprise me. Xinying, Kristin, Felicia, Xueyu, Sarah and Shaun were at classroom J202 waiting to surprise me! awww All so sweet! (:

In the end didn't run for CCA. Went to Xinying's house for a stayover. They sang birthday song for me at 12am! Sarah and Judith played guitar while Xinying played the guitar! AAAA so touched! hehe.

120311, Saturday:
Meet L before going to my aunt's condo. Had fun at the BBQ! Special thanks to Shiping, Weijie and Aunty Jenny! <3

I will upload the photos another day! (:
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Wanna thank everyone who put in an effort to make my birthday a very special one this year! Especially Lyndon, Xinying and my family! THANK YOU ♥

Serious. Yes, I'm serious.

2011-03-06T20:01:00.001+08:00

Hmm after thinking over it for the whole night and day, I have decided to change. I will be more understanding. Because I can't ______ __ ____ ___. I want to see you smile everyday and I want you to know that there is always someone there for you when you are feeling down, when you need a listening ear or when you want to share your joy with. Yeah, 8months. You can do it Siying!

hmmmm

2011-03-05T19:18:00.001+08:00

I really wished someone was there for me when I'm sick. I really wished that I was the first person you asked about the results. I really wished that I didn't expect so much.

Hmm maybe it is just my fault or problem. Someone told me girls that sometimes, girls should take initiative. But now... Yeah, i think that girls shouldn't take initiative. The feeling is somehow...awful.

Tired

2011-02-27T16:52:00.001+08:00

Having a break now! Omg this song is really sad.

Grenade- Bruno Mars

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all
But you never give
Should've known you was trouble
From the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?

[Bridge]
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand
Is

[Chorus]
I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue
Beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said "Hey" when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman
That's just what you are
Yeah, you smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

[Bridge]
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand
Is

[Chorus]
I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
You would watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
Cause you never ever ever did, baby

But, darling, I'd still catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on the blade for you
I'd jump in front of a train for you
You know I'd do anything for you

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same
No, you won't do the same
Oh, you never do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you'd never do the same
Oh, no no no
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The petals decomposed ): can't bear to throw them but I have to. Should have made it into a dried rose. WHY DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THE DRIED ROSE THING EARLIER?! >:(

Xueyu's birthday. Valentine's day.

2011-02-20T15:02:00.004+08:00

I love rainy days♥

Didn't blog for almost a month already. I don't remember what I want to blog. Can only remember some important dates only.

Sunday, 130211. XUEYU'S BIRTHDAY! Went to MOF at Marina Square. Surprised her and stuff. She look so cute on her card! Went for this amazing ride 2 times. I think I am cool (: heh. Photos all on facebook! I really kind of lazy to post ALL. Opps.

Monday, 140211. Valentine's Day! Nice rose. hehe. But I died already ): Wanted to watch Black Swan but I am still under 18 >:( Only approximately a month to my 18th birthday leh. ARGH. Went to Manpuku for lunch. I think this is the most special V.day that I ever had?

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TODAY, 250211. A lot of things I wanna write down, so that I can remember what and when happened and stuff. I have not been writing my diary since last month i think? No time plus too tired to write. I really wanna write one ):

New sweet♥

Hmm, today was kinda a bad day for me. Econs lesson was damn sucky. Everything else just didn't fall in the right place. I still feel uncomfortable. I know I know, it shouldn't be this way. But it is not something that can be controlled too. Know how it feels? Try imagining. There are still a number of things which I don't understand why. Ah whatever.

Yes, I am still kinda sad that I didn't get to watch Black Swan ):

There are a number of things that I have been secretly wishing for. So far, none came true. Okay, maybe SOME came true.

Okay, feeling kinda down now. I don't know why too.
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When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can ever tear them apart. Are we?

Happy day. hehe

2011-02-09T21:15:00.001+08:00

Hehe had CCA EXHIBITION today! Hmm I'm super tired now, so this will be just a short post for YOU!

I'm feeling very happy today! Wheeee! I feel very fortunate to have someone like you! I'm able to share everything about how I feel and stuff with you. And we will always try to talk things out and everything will be back to normal. It's really hard to find someone whom you can comfortably share your feelings and stuff with. Hehe. Accompanied me to buy my stuff even when you looked so tired. Helped me take my stuff (although not auto one, but still, thanks. Hehe). Said that i was good when I performed on stage(hmm don't think I did well. But whether you mean it or not, thanks for saying that to cheer me up! Hehe). Supplied me with sweets, very sweet hehe. Oh and taking train from HF to T then take 34 to P, when you can take from HF to P, just to accompany me home(: Always patiently waiting for me to finish my food (although got complain a little. Heh). Because, people normally will just complain and complain and complain that I eat very slow. I really appreciate it. You will slow down and walk with me when my feet is hurting. Awww. Hmmm. Get worried when something happens to me. Willing to exchange phone just to make me happy (awww. But i won't do that anymore unless you are the one suggesting it. Auto a bit. I don't want that message to become real and that you're not joking with me). I see that you tried your best to step out of your comfort zone(not very shy anymore). Yeah, I can see that you're trying your best to strike a balance! Hehe. Just wanna say, THANK YOU!!! <3 ELZ! Please don't 'arm chio' (whatever the spelling is) when you see this paragraph! You are still very mean to me!!! ): still wanna ignore my messages during lessons. Don't do that! ): haha, alright, I still have a lot of stuff to write. I'm so gonna update my diary soon. Have so many things to write!!!!! Aaaaaa <3 Shall make V.day card soon. hehe.

Okay I shall go sleep now! Goodnight! (:

We promise each other it's till the end. Right?(:

L's birthday. First movie. CNY

2011-02-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 300111. Surprise birthday celebration for some idiot. Lucky it was successful. Went to Marche at Vivo. You won't know how awkward is it to meet his friends first. Like, only me and his friends who I've never seen before. But oh well, cannot blame me for being boring right? It's not like you will open up so quickly to people whom you've not met before. It is like, I don't even know you, so how can you expect me to go high and stuff with you people? Photos with June, will upload when she upload them.

Tuesday, 010211. Went out with L to celebrate his birthday. Someone sick, so went home straight after dinner. Still complain i never plan anything. Then what's the Sunday thing?!? By the way, i think the card that i made is nice.

Wednesday, 020211. Watched The Green Hornet with L and the girls. First time going out with my friends? I guess everything was kinda okay. Not awkward right?

Thursday, 030111. Happy Birthday IDIOT. I am happy that I am the first to wish for everything, fb, text and msn (: Father's side came to my house in the morning. Went to my grandma's house in the afternoon. Lost in blackjack.

Today, 040211. Went to 3rd aunt's house. Lost in blackjack again. Hmm... not in a very good mood these few days. I guess it is the best to speak less. I don't want to be the one who is always complaining. Yeah, I don't feel like doing anything.

Hmm.. Actually I think I get contented or excited very easily. I don't expect much and I think I am understanding enough. But at some point of time, I think I am doing too much that I end up hurting myself. Kept on reminding myself not to expect too much and not to put 100% in. But somehow I am already doing both of them unknowingly. I admit that I am a very sensitive person. But sometimes, it is because others are not sensitive enough. I don't know. I've been thinking a lot these few days. I used to have full confidence that these few months will be nothing to me. But thinking of the scenarios that happened before, I am afraid it will happen again and I will get hurt once more and maybe i will get hurt so many times that i may just not feel anything anymore? But I am not gonna give up. You've no idea how one text from you can actually make me so happy that I forget about the stuff that disappointed me. Even if it is just a "hi" or whatever random word to start off the conversation. For the past 2 days, I was hoping that I will see your text the moment i wake up or maybe you will start texting me first. But.. yeah. Hmmm, I wanna watch Black Swan, any kind souls wanna watch with me? I was still hoping.... Yeah, I daydream too much already. Should stop it. If not I will feel sad if it does not happen or something. One last question before I go: How are you people going to celebrate V day?

Okay, done with ranting.

p.s I hate my face shape. Something that I'm lesser and lesser confidence in.

The same reason again :/

2011-01-28T21:43:00.003+08:00

Nice shoulders. Although it is a little bony, but it is still nice to lean onto. Hehe (:

Managed to go for 2 syf trainings. But I guess I am not taking part in syf anymore. Why? Because of my feet. I don't understand why always like that..!! But they hurt while I tried out some of the syf moves. They took away ballet from me, and now they are taking syf way from me too. Hmmm I don't know what to say also. Just think that it is kinda wasted that I can't take part in syf ): It kinda hurts when I walk now. Tomorrow go see doctor, see what he/she say first.

But luckily, I have a bunch of lovely people around me who encouraged and supported me. Thanks!

And J1s came in for orientation yesterday. Their games, activities and programmes are like a lot more interesting as compared to last year's one! Erm I spotted 2 cute guys and 1 sweet-looking girl! HAHA.

Oh Black Swan is showing in SINGAPORE! 10 Feb or something. Felicia.L, you better don't cheat my feelings! haha. BUT who will wanna watch with me man. It is a movie about ballet and I don't think anyone will be interested :/ See how first.

TIRED NOW. I should do my stuff, if not not enough time to finish!

Tag Replies:
yao: HEY!!!! Thanks! But I not joining syf already i think :/

crap

2011-01-23T15:23:00.001+08:00

Argh I still haven't touch my homework. My eyes hurt and I am feeling a little giddy and tired now. Should I sleep?

hmmmm.. beyond disappointed

2011-01-23T13:03:00.001+08:00

Slept at around 4am I think. I'm so tired now. Maybe by the end of the year, I might have a reservoir. Whatever.

Sarturday, 220111. Went out with Xueyu and shuyi. Yeap, that's all. I didn't touch my notes at all for these 2days. Shall try to study now. But I can't concentrate and study and ignore everything like how others can do it. It's like back to the nightmare during the sec3-4 period. Hmm.. I will try to hang on and be strong.

Oh, and I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. And i actually planned not to wear my contact lens or glasses tomorrow. Not being able to see clearly isn't that bad afterall! Hmm see my mood first.

Will blog later if I want to. Since I found this app, I can blog anytime I want now.

If you really want something, you will fight for it. If not you will regret when you lose it.

What happened?

2011-01-21T21:37:00.004+08:00

I officially declare that today is so far the worst day of the year. Too many things happened within a day that I can't take it like how I used to be able to. It's so fragile that it will break anytime, even over small matters. Maybe some of you might think that I am overreacting. But yeah, try putting yourselves in my shoes.

Just one thing from you is enough to disappoint me. And the weird thing is that, I will forgive and forget everything the moment I see you. Because you are just too ********* that I can't bear to give you a cold shoulder.

Don't you have anything to say to me?

HEHE

2011-01-19T21:04:00.002+08:00

I really need to sleep now because I only slept for approximately 2hours yesterday night. Just came back from dance! I am really super tempted to join syf. I am kinda prepared to give it a try and to challenge myself. Like everyday just go school, dance, home, study, sleep. But something is stopping me :/ Oh well, comparing it to syf, I think that syf is not as important as this. I can't believe that I actually made this sacrifice. Yeah, I won't regret. I won't....

I wonder how does it feel to be taken care of. Because it was the other way round in the past.

Hehe.

SUCKER

2011-01-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

I AM DOING CSE RIGHT NOW ):

Tomorrow is the deadline, and I just started doing about 2 hours ago. Today was a super long and tiring day. Was feeling so sleepy that I nearly fell asleep in class, BUT I DIDN'T (: After school, went to eat with some idiot. The feeling is like... ARGH AAAAAAAAAA. I think one day I will really KILL you. lol.

Okay, done with complaining. Hehe. Shall continue with CSE now ):

"Mentally and physically tired"

2011-01-14T21:20:00.003+08:00

It is only day 5 and I am feeling tired already. A lot of things happened during these 5 days. NOTE: read diary for more info. Hmm. Had econs, chem and maths test. I will be down for morning study ): Just came back from VB training and I am feeling really damn tired. Ran 5 rounds in total today! Was feeling so proud of myself because really super long never run already. But some idiot said "huh, 5 rounds only?" Irritating only! >:E

Oh and measured height and weight today. Shall not talk about it. I think I've really stopped growing already:/ Don't think you 176 then can anyhow laugh at people!! Only mean people do that >:(

Hmm, should I join syf?

It felt like a goodbye

2011-01-09T22:32:00.001+08:00

I won't be blogging so often after tonight! Hmm, I have nothing to say. I DON'T WANT TO GO SCHOOL TOMORROW ):

:/

2011-01-08T22:50:00.003+08:00

Thursday, 060111. Went to meet Shuyi for dinner. Erm, I don't really remember what happened. i only remembered that she shared with me about what she experienced in Cambodia and i shared with her my stuff.

Friday, 070111. Went for Dance. Practiced for the flash mob. I hope it will be a success, I won't forget my steps and that the people who I know won't see me dance -..- I am tempted to join syf again. Fickle-minded me ):

TODAY, 080111. You won't want to know what time I woke up. Just realised that Chemistry test is next Thursday and I am still unprepared, And ca1 is round the corner too. I don't look forward to Monday. It is partly because I don't know how to face you anymore.

HEHE

2011-01-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

Tuesday, 040111. Went out to study with CLAIRE!

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TODAY, 050111. Went to PRSS to get some idiot's econs book. heh. I swear the weather was being annoying. I was sweating like mad when i just bathed. ARGH. Went to school's bus stop to meet xueyu to pass her something before meeting L. Went to airport to study. Erm. HEE (:

Oh yeah, photos taken during New Year's eve! Some ER LENG ZI took so many unglam photos of me that I wanna kill him. So i will just post the nice ones, WHICH IS LIKE, ONLY A FEW?!?!?!?

PHOTOS TAKEN ON 311210! (:

The 1st 11oz

The 2nd 11oz

OMGGGG, there is a total of 98 photos. So can you imagine how many unglam photos are there? -..-

I should just die

2011-01-03T00:39:00.004+08:00

No no no no, this isn't what i want. I realised that i always ruin everything that i have. I think I should just isolate myself for this period of time to prevent myself from hurting more people. I don't know why, but I will cry every now and then, can't sleep well and stuff. It is eating me alive. Keeping everything to myself isn't a good way. I don't know what am I doing or saying now. Bye.

RENA♥

2011-01-01T22:12:00.003+08:00

Meet Arthur in the morning to pass him his Christmas present. After that went to Orchard to meet Rena!

Went to eat, shop and took photos! I miss her. Now that her Alevels are over, she can finally play and party like crazy. Suddenly, I feel that i am under a lot of stress. Sigh.

Alright, I will post the the photos another day. Bye.

New year eve♥

2010-12-31T23:24:00.002+08:00

Yayyyy, I am back! I guess I've overcome my fear for 31st Dec! Thanks!

Went to study with L and June in the afternoon. After that, dinner with L at Ajisen and supper at Frolick. Ordered two 11oz and shared. Some idiot keep taking unglam photos of me for almost the WHOLE day. Post a stupid status on my fb and say lots AND LOTS of stuff to suan me. Can I kill YOU? (: Yeah today is a great day! I am happy! HEHE, thanks again.

Oh, wanna see my tweets right? I am in a good mood now! So I will give you a hint! Actually, you can find it somewhere. Happy finding (:

I will upload the photos tomorrow! SOMEONE not very efficient (:

Sense of security?

2010-12-30T21:22:00.004+08:00

It's like I might fall off from a very high building anytime.

Woke up damn early today. Like really damn early.Went to NP to help out in the packing of the goodie bags for their open house next year. It was tiring. But at least I have something to do, so that my mind will be occupied.

Yay, I finally decided to continue writing my diary (: I will just count on it from today onwards.

Tomorrow is 31st, the last day of 2010. Till now, I am still afraid of this day. Everything is still deeply etched in my mind.

Alright, enough of all my crapping and stuff. I'm tired. Blog tomorrow.

Hmmmm

2010-12-29T20:41:00.004+08:00

Went to Pariss for lunch.

Owwww, I love to take pictures of food!

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Anyway, these photos are from Anthea's camera! Taken during Christmas eve.

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Sometimes I ask myself, am I living for the others or myself?

Finally get to buy the colourful notes. They only sell those with shiny surface now ): Nevermind, I will think of a way! Alright, I am very tired now. Shall stop here!

Memories

2010-12-28T20:05:00.003+08:00

Spent my whole day packing my room.

Nice? (:

Realized that i have so many pigs! Got one more pillow in my cupboard.

After packing:

Gifts from different people. Hehe.

OH, these are the cards (mostly birthday cards) from my friends, cousins and family. From primary school till now. I got keep one okay! More in my drawer! Anyway I read through everything while I packed just now. The cards are really nice. Especially those handmade ones. So sweettttt <3 Make me happy only! It's not about how the card is decorated, it is about the sincerity!

I can't bear to throw these books away. I remember how much I loved them.

Aww prettyyyy.

I found my ballet shoes and pointe shoes. Tried them on and tried dancing in them. Still fit my feet perfectly (: But it hurts. Both my feet and heart.

HAHA, found this while packing too. I think it was taken when I was 11 or 12 years old. Around there.

Oh, and i found my 2008, 2009 and 2010 horoscope books. Haha! Actually the description of my horoscope in the horoscope book is totally true. My character and stuff. omg.

Alright, shall stop here!

Aching

2010-12-27T20:38:00.011+08:00

They just flowed uncontrollably

Had the worst nightmare in my life last night. But if it really happens, I really don't know what to do. Oh well, it is just a nightmare. I hope.

Went for doctor appointment in the morning. Today only managed to do a bit of maths. Was looking through the recipes and thinking over some stuff. Other than stuffing myself with food and running, I found a better way. Baking!

That guy from ML called to asked why I didn't turn up on the 25th. I told him the reason and he kinda hung up on me without saying bye. So rude. Tsk.

Oh yeah, as I was saying, while packing my drawers yesterday, I found a lot of stuff!

- 9 sticker albums that I used to treat them like some kind of treasure
- Receipts, of the payments I made for my ballet lessons, that I can't bear to throw away ): I really really really miss ballet a lot ): Stupid feet ): And i really really wanna watch the movie Black Swan when it is out. I saw the comments from other people from other countries. They said that the dance moves are very nice. I want to watchhhh. When showing?
- A long list of the qualities that I want my BF to have. I remember that was written in Sec 1 with my dearest UBA clique! I was too naive back then, where got such a perfect guy one?!
- LOTS of letters from Claire and other people from Primary school. I miss those days where we wrote letters to each other using pretty letter writing pads and envelopes and exchange everyday.

I found out the reason why I am always the one getting hurt. But it's okay, I would rather be the one.

Ohhhh, DAY 115. I finished the colourful notes. Need to get 4 more packs to last for the next 365 days. I don't know why I am doing this. People may think I am stupid ): Yeah, sometimes I feel stupid doing that too. But that is the only way. My heart is aching as i type this.

HMM.... I shall go find food to stuff myself until 11pm, and plan what to do tomorrow. BYE (:

Siying, you can do it!

Different in both good and bad ways :/

2010-12-26T20:56:00.002+08:00

Slept till 2pm today. I am NOT a pig. Went out to meet Kristin and we went to Frolick. Finally get to talk to her after so long! Thanks for the beautiful mug from Precious Thots! (:

Went home after that. Kinda stupid to go out for an hour only. haha.

I have a lot of things to say now but i have to go. Bye.

wth.

CHRISTMAS EVE & DAY♥

2010-12-25T22:10:00.003+08:00

241210, Friday. CHRISTMAS EVE! Went out with L and Shelia, then with UBA clique. Hee. A LOT of unglam photos. Thanks to some PIG. haha. But I am not gonna post them!

SISTER♥

HAHA. FAT (:

Love these people!♥

251210, TODAY.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

AAAAAA MY EEYORE IS SO CUTE! (: I only like the baby version!

Awww, I love the girls! (:
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Thanks for all the gifts and stuff! (: So long never enjoy Christmas and New year ever since... They used to be a nightmare to me. This year's one is the best! (:

GOODNIGHT!

The joy of giving

2010-12-23T20:23:00.003+08:00

OMG. I am so so so tired now. Yesterday reached home at about 2am. Then woke up at 8.30am to bake cookies for the people i meeting today.

Now, I am gonna start baking for the people I am gonna meet tomorrow. I still haven't finish writing some of the cards! Under lots of stress now D:

My stomach is feeling weird and seriously, I am feeling very sleepy now. Nevermind, I will rest after I finish what I planned to finish. I can do it!!!!

Will be back in a few hours!
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Oscar: Oh. Because I don't know how to reply to those tags. lol.

What's wrong?

2010-12-22T00:34:00.004+08:00

The feeling is really terrible. I don't feel like doing anything now. Not even sleeping.

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Jealousy kills

2010-12-21T22:10:00.003+08:00

SIYING, YOU SHOULDN'T THINK AND FEEL THAT WAY D:

I keep on telling myself this. BUT CAN'T HELP IT :/

Went to study with June and L!

Anyway, it feels kinda weird to reply the people on my tagboard because I've not done that for quite a long time already.

OH, and hope I can finish the Christmas cards on time! I spent a lot of time sewing, cutting, pasting and decorating it. So hope that the people receiving them will keep them properly! And 23rd, please don't disappoint me!

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yao: I thought you know? haha
Oscar: I deleted them. Damn irritating, keep on spamming when i don't even know them. And I am shocked that you still read what I blog!

Felicia's 17th birthday!

2010-12-20T23:10:00.004+08:00

191210, Sunday. FELICIA'S BIRTHDAY! Went to surprise her and stuff. And her mum ordered Pizza and drumlets for us!

201210, TODAY. Packed my cupboard. Went to meet Shu Yi at 1.30pm to pass her some stuff. Bought some stuff with her and went for lunch together before going home. Actually wasted the whole day.. Oh well, at least I did something, like making the cards and planning stuff :/ Super tired now. Gonna bake on 23rd. I hope it will be successful!

BFF♥

2010-12-17T21:54:00.006+08:00

Went out with Claire! Went to Tai Seng for the sales. It was damn hot and crowded. But I bought quite a number of stuff! Yay! After that, went back to Tampines for dinner. Something caught my eye at Mango! I want that dress! And I bought a new blue cover for my Ipod touch! Have been looking for one since the starting of the year but can't find any.

Awww, so nice to be able to catch up with her. We feel comfortable telling each other our secrets and stuff. I miss her. And the good thing is, we still keep in contact with each other after so many years since primary school! She invited me over to her house to see her cats (: And we promised to do our nails together next year! Anyway she has the same rainbow Braziliano Praia slippers! But hers are white whereas mine are black. COOL, finally found someone who likes rainbow colours too!

I secretly made a wish last week and I hope it will come true soon! I hope....

Words of affirmation, Acts of service

2010-12-15T00:33:00.003+08:00

I need to get this off my chest.

It hurts to know that I am not as important as how you are to me. Maybe this is just how I feel. This is why I hate myself for reading in too much into things.

Different thinking and expectations? I don't know.

I understand. I am really an understanding person. But it sucks to be ranked the last. Okay, I'm contradicting myself.

Yesterday sucked.

Not good enough for you.

2010-12-13T21:29:00.004+08:00

I know I shouldn't be thinking that way. Can't help it ):

I should go sleep soon. Goodnight.

HEHE

2010-12-12T23:41:00.003+08:00

Anyway today is DAY 100♥

I should sleep now so that I can wake up to study tomorrow !

GOODNIGHT!

Today was a Fairytale♥

2010-12-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

Meet Shaun to pass him the thumb-drive. Hope Fel will enjoy the videos tomorrow! After that went to meet L and took Bus 34 to airport. I finally learned how to draw the gradient graph! And managed to finish differentiation with L's help. I need to work harder!!!! Cannot disappoint the people who did so much for me!

Oh, finally got the letters. Read everything at one go while waiting for my turn to bathe. Awww, damn long since the last time I read letters! I know YOU are reading this. MY LETTERS ARE LONGER THAN YOURS BY DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES :P

Shelia, Xueyu and Xinying are leaving tonight! I think i will miss them! ):

Felicia's surprise birthday celebration!

2010-12-10T22:46:00.004+08:00

Went for VB training in the morning. I miss vb! :/ But this training wasn't as tough as the trainings that i had during secondary school. What should I do now? VB or dance? D: After training, went to Tmart for lunch. To delay Fel from getting home early, Xueyu and I slowly ate our food. FINALLY at 2.15pm, the girls already reached Fel's house. So we left. Still lied to Fel that we were gonna watch movie, so we have to take taxi and stuff because our movie starting soon. LYING IS SO DAMN TIRING I SWEAR. So Fel took bus home while we took taxi to her house. Prepared everything and stuff. We waited for like more than an hour for her. Wanted to hide in her wardrobe but it was too hot inside, so we decided to just sit on her bed and act cool when she walk in. YEAH, we really ignored her when she came in. Haha!

Her mum prepared steamboat for us and I still ate quite a lot even though i had my lunch like an hour ago :/

PHOTOS!!!!!

<3

SD BBQ and outing with the most annoying sister on earth!

2010-12-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, 081210. Meet Jasmine for lunch. Went for dance in the afternoon. 90 push-ups and 90 crunches. OMG, nearly died. Left dance early for SD BBQ gathering. It was awesome! So fun! Was camwhoring like mad! Reminds me of dance :/

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Thursday, 091210. Went out with my most annoying sister, SHELIA LEOW. Tiring day. Watched The Haunted House Project. It was damn boring. And I ate a lot today D:

Aww, I will miss her when she is in Japan!

BACK FROM CHINA

2010-12-07T21:11:00.002+08:00

I am back from China!!!!

But I am feeling super lazy to post the pictures and blog about what happened during those 8 days :/ I took like 753 photos. Can't possibly post everything up here right? I will go crazy if I do that. All the photos are uploaded on FB!

I will update again another day. IF i have the mood to. GOODNIGHT!

LAST LAST POST

2010-11-27T20:28:00.001+08:00

OKAY I AM LEAVING NOW.

GOODBYE!

I LOVE YOU<3

Last post before i leave for SD!

2010-11-27T14:09:00.002+08:00

YES I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU ):

Will be leaving for airport in a few hours time. Meeting at 9pm to have supper or something first. SIGH. I really x10000million can't bear to leave sg ):

Actually I had a dream that i thought of long time ago. A dream that I hope that it would be fulfilled on the day before i go SD. And I am surprised that this dream actually came true yesterday! My dream was to spend that day, before i go SD, with someone.

I have put in the songs, that you asked me to listen during long bus rides or when i am bored, into my iPod touch already (:

I don't know what to do now. So bored at home! Shall go bathe 7.30pm! I will be back next Sunday! (:

Awesome day♥

2010-11-26T21:15:00.003+08:00

Today is officially the last day of school! YAY! Went lunch with Shelia and the rest. Tasted the WORST meesua in my life. OMG!!!! After that, went back to school for the last SD briefing. Present the powerpoint slides of The Great Wall of China. My group didn't even rehearse or anything you know!

Waited for 3hours for my SD briefing to end. Patiently accompanied me to airport to get my stuff for SD. Carried the stuff, that i bought, for me. And the bus ride home. Awwww, does this kinda person still exist? YES. But where is my pillow? ):

I can't wait to go SD to meet my previous SD buddy!!!! But at the same time, i can't bear to leave my family, friends and.... Sigh. Although I will be back in 8days, but these 8days seemed like 8years. But i wanna spend a longer time with my previous SD buddy! OKAY, I am contradicting myself! ):

Just finished packing my luggage. IT IS SO FAT >:( No matter what, i will bring everything that i bought today to SD! Die also must squeeze everything into my bag!!!! HAHA.

Alright, I will post before I leave for SD tomorrow night!

Smile more!

2010-11-25T22:11:00.003+08:00

♥

Went to school for nothing today. Went to play monopoly deal only. Had lunch with the 2 XYs and siewbin at BBQ chicken at T1! Went to eat Frolick too. Awww, I miss dance. We used to go out together in a group and never fail to go Frolick after each dance session. Sigh.

Anyway, that smile brightened up my afternoon!

Went to TM to buy souvenir for my SD buddy. Finally got a thermal cup from Artbox. I think it looks damn cute! After that, meet Shuyi and went to CS to watch Rapunzel in 3D. I think Rapunzel is really pretty! And the movie is funny!

Tomorrow is finally the last day of school! And I am going SD on Saturday! I don't really feel anything. I hope it will be fun! Anyway my SD room mate last minute backed out, so i will be sleeping with Jiaxin and Xinying I think.

UBA outing♥

2010-11-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

So long since we went out together as a clique! Late lunch at Ajisen, watched Megamind, played monopoly deal, talked. OH MAN, i miss them! Hope we can meet up soon!♥

I am really very tired.
Goodnight! (:

GOOD morning (:

2010-11-23T20:45:00.003+08:00

Wheeeeeee. Happy day! I don't know why. Hee. The first thing i saw, the moment i opened my eyes, in the morning was your text. Wouldn't it be nice if this is gonna happen everyday? (:

Anyway I think that Kim Hyun Joong is really very sweet in the special episodes of Playful Kiss! He actually has a diary which he wrote everything about Oh Ha Ni in it. He wrote everyday leh!!!! Is like so sweet lurhhhhh!♥

Okay I should go prepare my Christmas cards/read my chemistry notes/play monopoly deal myself.

Clique outing tomorrow!♥

GOODNIGHT!

DESIRES

2010-11-22T22:01:00.004+08:00

Econs lecture was really damn boring. The 4hours break in between the 2 chemistry lecture was the worst. TOTALLY WASTED OUR TIME MAN. Went to Downtown and had lunch at Just Acia. Free-flow of drinks and ice-cream! NICE (:

I love mushrooms (:

Anyway FINALLY found out the title of the movie. Black Swan. Some horror movie about ballet. BALLET. I WANT TO WATCHHHH! :/

Don't you agree with me that these small little thingy are so cute? My dream is to build a mini wooden house with mini furniture inside. And outside the house, I will have the fruit stall, bakery, blablabla shown in the picture above. So cute (:
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Hi, is this some kinda test? Like we are supposed to not talk to each other for a few days? Is it only me feeling like this? Maybe I am thinking too much. But I am very curious, don't you wanna talk to me? haha.

And I took 34 home alone today ):

4E5 loves sentosa!

2010-11-21T23:11:00.006+08:00

CAUTION: LOTS OF PHOTOS

This class outing is so far the most interesting one because it is different from the other outings that we had in the past. Went for lunch at Subway at Vivo.

Group 4! Nice number!

After that, went to Sentosa to play ball while we waited for the others to come. Played vb while we waited. So long never touch vb already! Really miss it a lot! Can we have more outings to Sentosa to play vb?

Played amazing race, whereby we are divided into groups of 4 and we are supposed to run around Sentosa to complete the tasks given within a given period of time. Interesting! First time play this kinda thing during class outing!

My group members:

I really really really wanna watch this ):

embarrassed myself la! >:E

CUTE DOG.

I wanna try!!!!

COOL.

look at xueyu's expression! haha!

HAHA!

Funny smile. THANKS TO OSCAR >:E

OKAY PEOPLE, GO ON AND HAVE A GOOD LAUGH (: My super cool pose when i am saving the ball. Look at those muscles (:

Shuimin finally willing to take photo with me!!!! Hee.

Super pretty and cute! AWWW :/

More photos on fb!

Walked so much that my legs are gonna break. But i enjoyed myself! I wanna play volleyball!

GOODNIGHT (:

Plannings for SD

2010-11-20T21:56:00.003+08:00

OMG SO SMALL, CUTE, CHUBBY AND FURRY♥

Woke up at 12pm plus. SHIOK. So long never sleep until so late already! Went to grandma's house after bathing. I hope my grandma gets well soon! :/

And I just realized that the feeling of not talking to you for just one day, ONE DAY, is already enough to kill me. I wonder how am I gonna survive during the 8days at ShanDong ): I am gonna bring ipod touch to see whether i can connect to any wireless connection there! I am gonna write down everything I do there too! And I will still write my notes everyday!

GREAT DAY!

2010-11-19T21:47:00.002+08:00

Went to school for an hour only. 8am-9am. AN HOUR ONLY!?!?!?! After Chemistry lecture, went to macs at tmart for breakfast. I miss my hotcakes (: L's and June's lessons only end at 11.30am, so I have nowhere to go but Xueyu's house. Wanted to do maths at her house, but i fell asleep unknowingly and was late to meet L and June. SORRY ): Lucky Shelia's text woke me up, if not i would still be sleeping like a pig!

Studied at airport. Did integration with the help from them. Had fun suaning each other and I should go out more often with them to study because they are so hardworking that they make me feel guilty for slacking. So i forced myself to stay awake today and manage to complete 3/4 of the tutorial. (NOT GOOD ENOUGH)

Took Bus 34 home for the first time. Gonna take this bus in future because it takes a shorter time for me to get home! YAY. NOW I GOT A STRAIGHT BUS FROM SCHOOL TO HOME. Oh man, this is really cool!!!! I only found out about this like NOW? What have I been doing for the last 17years????

Anyway GOOD NEWS FROM SHELIA! I AM SO HAPPY NOW!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA :D I wanna hug her now! omg This is the reason why i sounded so high for this entire post. OMG HEEEEEE I LOVE MY CLASS<3 We will be together forever! (:

Anyway I am just gonna leave things as they are. Studies more important! At least we still get to study together! My source of motivation! (:

Another boring day

2010-11-18T20:36:00.003+08:00

Econs lecture today was so boring that i nearly fell asleep. I hate going for maths lecture because i don't learn anything there. So i am just going school for the sake of going. Tomorrow only going school for Chemistry lecture. Somemore 1 hour only-..-

Watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1. Look forward to part 2! Sarah said it is gonna be damn nice! So.. yeah! Can't wait for next year!

You know, I am really very scared that it will start fading.

Don't know what to expect anymore

2010-11-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

Went to Tampines gym with Sarah and the 2 XYs. Didn't do much as i had a terrible stomache there ): Should i go run tomorrow morning with June and company??? Hmmmm. Anyway, I should really be more understanding! YEAH, I can do it! But from now on, I will not expect that much from you anymore. I don't want to pin high hopes as I don't want to disappoint myself.

I should learn how to love myself instead.

Your G.C made my day!

2010-11-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

Monday, 151110. Cse lesson in the morning. Totally wasted another hour because Mr Gay is just crapping. As usual, maths lecture was scary. After that, went for lunch with Xinying. Wanted to do maths when i reached home, but fell asleep unknowingly ): Went offline earlier than usual as i have nothing to do online. And I asked myself a question: Why am i camping online, just to wait for you to come online, when you are over there doing your own stuff :/ But luckily you text me. If not i will be feeling damn disappointed.

Today, 161110. The feeling of holding on to your G.C, is different from holding on to others ones. The feeling is like, you are there with me. Thanks for your G.C! I wrote a message in it. HEE. Whatever, ignore me. Maths lecture in the morning. Went to Eighteen Chefs for lunch during our super long break. The relationship workshop was not as boring as how i thought it would be. It was fun. Went home after that.

Numb feeling :/

You bring colour to my world

2010-11-14T22:21:00.004+08:00

OH MAN, my pimples ):

Anyway today was a super boring day. I was so bored that i went crazy and played Monopoly Deal by myself. Yeah, you must be curious how did i play MD myself. I played for both sides. YES, it was that pathetic. But at least i get to win. DUH.

OH, maybe gonna go out study after school this Friday!♥

ERM, I don't really know how am I feeling now. Happy, moody, exhausted, tired and so on. Like a mixture of ALL.

HEHE, I am still thinking about what happened yesterday. I don't know how to describe the feeling. HEHE.

Okay, ignore me. GOODNIGHT!

p.s YAY! Tomorrow can go school at 9am! (:

One of the best days ever

2010-11-13T21:49:00.003+08:00

Supposed to wake up at 9.30am. Dragged myself out of bed at 10am. ARGH. Luckily didn't take very long to choose what to wear. Was actually late, but June was later. After that went to Cityhall to meet L. Went to Yuki Yaki for their buffet thingy. The food tasted kinda weird. But that wasn't really the main point. I thought it would be damn awkward but NO, it was not. I can be myself and I feel comfortable. The ice-cream part was the fun part!

We wore white top and black bottom together! And yes, we didn't plan to wear the same thing yesterday. After the buffet thing, went back to my grandma's house, so have to take purple line with him. Talked on the way. Lucky not awkward and stuff! Somemore we took the longer route because I wanna sit. HEHE. Yeah, I just love talking to you (: oh oh oh, and you told me you spent damn long to think of what to wear. from 12pm to 3pm? haha!

Yeah, i am feeling very happy right now.

Shui Min's 17th!

2010-11-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

PW officially ended today! Actually come to think of it, I am considered lucky because my group didn't have any conflicts throughout the year, and everyone did their part (:

Well done people! (:

I don't really look forward to maths lecture right now because the lecturer is really scary :/ And i realized that the more you want to be in the same lecture with someone, the opposite always happens and you will end up in the same lecture hall as someone who you used to wish to be in the same lecture with. If you don't get what i mean, then too bad. Why different maths lecture? :/
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After school went lunch with Mich, jx, xy and sm.

Happy Birthday Shui Min!

Accompanied xy until 7pm. Went home and slept until 8pm plus. I'm still feeling tired right now.

Tomorrow is the big day. But like no one contact me leh, so is it still on? What should I wear? What should bag should i bring? What shoes should i wear? Argh.

You know what, I am just gonna be myself. Please let tomorrow be one of the best days in my life.

Goodnight!♥

MOODY

2010-11-11T20:14:00.006+08:00

Wednesday, 101110. op was fine, just that i spoke faster than usual. I think my timing less than 3mins? :/ And I didn't expect them to ask that question for Q&A. After that, went home to sleep, woke up, bathe, went to town to meet sy. Walked a lot. Just to find my bag. I think my dream bag doesn't exist ): In the end got this bag from Charles & Keith. Anyway, sy kept on recommending good food to me. This girl!

Nachos. YUMMY.

And guess what? SAW THIS AT WISMA. KHJ!♥ He's coming to SG! On the day that I am at SD :((((
Sy pulled me away ): So i only managed to take this photo. Wrong angle somemore :(

Thursday, 111110. Got to know whether we can promote or not. All promoted except for 2. WHY?! ): Our class wouldn't be the same anymore. Sigh. I can't sleep, eat or play well, because i know i need to work very hard. Harder than anyone else. Yeah, I am just feeling moody. Never felt like this before for the past 17 years. Okay, gonna go read through maths notes now.

Shall follow the timetable someone planned for me♥

Gym with June!

2010-11-09T20:28:00.004+08:00

Had op practice in the morning. I need to memorize my script! Actual op is tomorrow! Meet June in school then went to Tampines gym. Do all those stuff that i have never did before went I came to the gym in the past. It was fun, like how we used flabby arms to motivate ourselves to do a few more. Bathed then went to T1 to buy cakes from Rive Gauche. Omg, the cakes really looked damn yummy and pretty that i feel like eating all of them.

Today, T1 had this special offer of buy 1-for-1. Went for lunch at Pastamania before going for Frolick for dessert (:

oh man, look at those little gummy bears. YUMMY.

Aww, nice day!

All the best to myself for op tomorrow!

Mummy's birthday. Out with shuyi!

2010-11-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 071110. Went to Sakura at Safra for dinner. And I made a card for her!!!

Today, 081110. Woke up at around 11am to do housework. Went to see doctor for my face thingy. Then went to meet Shuyi at Plaza Sing after that. Bought 10 pieces of super pretty papers, which i planned to use them to make cards for people for Christmas! (: Went for dinner at Hot Tomato. Heart pain, because i didn't finish my food :/ The taste of the spaghetti is just EEEEE. After that went around to look for my bag, Didn't manage to find though. Gonna find tomorrow if there's time!

I will try to post everyday because i don't like to have missing dates on my list of posts. I can't believe i actually blogged for about 5 years. COOL.

I don't know what to wear, what to say and what to do this Saturday. I am a very shy girl. *blush*

GOODNIGHT.

Xinying's birthday

2010-11-06T23:12:00.004+08:00

THIS IS MY 600TH POST!!!!

Wednesday, 031110. Went to school to practice OP. Had lunch at TM then went to Vivo to meet Fel and xy to buy xy's birthday present.

Thursday, 041110. Had OP dry run in the morning. Didn't get a chance to present in front of the audience because there wasn't any teacher when it was our turn to present. After that went to tmall to get the materials we need to decorate xy's card. Stayed up till 4am plus just to finish the card cover page and my own message.

Friday, 051110. Meet the rest at 8am at Tanah Merah mrt station. Obviously all late except for Felicia, Michelle, Sarah and me. Went to xy's house first. Luckily she was still sleeping.

Today, 061110. Went to Cityhall to meet June and xy. Went for lunch at Pastamania. Went to buy food before making our way to Marina Bay mrt to meet Sarah. Met the guys at Marina Barrage. Photos with June, she still haven't upload.

I don't know how to describe this feeling. It is like.. getting harder and harder to know you. Sometimes it's like you are damn close to me. Sometimes it's like i don't know you at all. GAH, i am feeling damn confused and upset right now.

Goodnight.

YAY new blogskin!

2010-11-02T18:14:00.002+08:00

Finally found a suitable blogskin. OMG, you have no idea how many hours i have spent on finding this man. 3-4 hours? My previous blogskin can't show my archives. So I have no choice but to change.

Oh yeah, i realized that my profile is kinda empty. I am not a boring person. ERM, okay maybe i am. I used to write lots of stuff under my profile. But would i prefer people to know me better by talking to me and not through my blog? Whatever.

OKAY DINNER NOW.

HALLOWEEN!

2010-11-02T14:35:00.003+08:00

Wednesday, 271010. Skipped Chinese as JJ was absent. Went to Swensens, with the girls, for the 1-for-1 lunch.

SO CUTE RIGHT. Say HI to piglet!

Thursday, 281010. After lessons, went to CDC with Shelia to book her driving lessons and stuff. That was the first time i stepped into CDC. So cool. I will be there next year! She's still as annoying and irritating as ever. But I still love her♥ Talked and shared secrets!

Friday, 291010. Had SD briefing after lessons. Saw you. But I don't know why, just felt damn awkward to say hi. I don't dare to look you in the eyes. What's wrong with me? ): Went to watch Paranormal Activity 2. It was so boring that i nearly slept. But it is cool when i got to know how it is linked to part 1.

Saturday, 301010.
HALLOWEEN PARTY AT USS.

First time i attend this kinda stuff. This should be the most unforgettable Halloween ever with Xinying! ♥

Ballerina!

I lost my bottle ):

More photos on FB.

Sunday, 311010. Boring day. Stayed at home the whole. Tried to study Chinese but failed. Thanks to cramps.

Monday, 011110. Cool date. Had Chinese A levels. No confidence for Chinese this time round :/ Stayed back for PW after that.

Finished Playful Kiss. No more dramas to watch ): Thinking whether to watch King Of Baking, Vampire Diaries, GG or other dramas.

Today, 021110.
Am i being too sensitive? And i think i get jealous very easily. Can't control, but i will try to :/ I think I've never really felt like that before.

I realized that you will somehow appear in my dreams. But i can't remember why and what.

Promo results

2010-10-26T19:51:00.003+08:00

Sunday, 241010. Went to Paya Lebar to do pw. And i ate a lot.

Monday, 251010. Got back maths, chemistry and cse papers.

Tuesday, 261010. Got back econs and gp papers.

I can't bear to see you and my friends promote and I am the only one staying behind. Hope i can promote too.

class CIP

2010-10-23T21:34:00.003+08:00

Friday, 221010. After school, went CS to watch You Again. Then meet about half of the class to do CIP at some children home at Aljunied. 5 cleaned the playground area while the rest cleaned another area. We were asked to use rainwater to clean the playground so as to save water. The children there are younger than us, i think. Poor things :/ This motivated me to do community work to help the less fortunate people. If I am able to help them, why not? All I want is just to see their smiles and let them feel that they are just like us. Yeah, that's how i feel.

Saturday, 231010. Went to grandma's house. It has been a long time since i last played mahjong! And i ate a lot today. Now gonna take supper. BYE.

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another tiring day

2010-10-21T22:15:00.003+08:00

School ended at 4pm. Went to watch Perfect Wedding with Shelia, Xy and Xy. ER, it was okay. But if given a second chance, I wouldn't want to watch it. After that had dinner at Pastamania. We played this number game where the person who guessed the number must eat the mixture of salt, cheese and so on. Played 4 times and i lost for 3 times. EWWWW. I hope i won't die or what :/

Alright, off to watch Playful Kiss♥ I am at episode 9 already!

whatever

2010-10-20T00:15:00.001+08:00

I don't want anything now

Just take them all away

I'm tired

rants, just ignore me

2010-10-18T23:53:00.004+08:00

Just had supper. Feeling sleepy now.

People normally question me why am I always so affected over this kinda stuff they said that you don't even know the person well at all so why do you get so sad and frustrated over this person the fact is that they don't understand at all they don't understand what i went through before that was the reason why i became even more sensitive than i was in the past i have been thinking over the same question everyday am i the one at fault for all that happened maybe it is just my fault so stupid to put in 100% feelings in whatever i do and end up hurting myself over and over again which makes me feel damn tired that sometimes my heart really cannot take it anymore i mean i am serious who would be so stupid to put 100% in everything they do now i have lesser faith in everyone and i don't feel the sense of security it is like anyone can just hurt you anytime i don't like this but i can't help it this is how pathetic i am sometimes it is not just this that pisses me off sometimes what they say also pisses me off all i did was just put on a fake smile when actually i am burning inside i guess this is life i am not being emo or what so don't say i am emo i don't even feel like doing anything now it seems like school and family are just the last two places i wanna go to maybe for now only i just want to be alone i just want to be able to show my true feelings i guess i don't want to trouble or worry the people around me so that's why i just show that i am okay honestly till now i still can't find that someone who is able to listen to my troubles and stuff i mean there are people who are willing to listen but i just can't find the person that i feel comfortable to talk to partly it's because i can just sense that they are not very interested in whatever i say is like they tend to change topics to something about their own stuff so why should i bother to share my stuff like that i think it is unfair when i really used my heart and soul to listen and give comments about what people tell me but i don't feel that i am being treated like that i don't wanna offend my close friends but that's really how i feel but they are really nice people i really really really don't like the feeling when i tried to help but end up giving the wrong info and people started saying that i always give the wrong info the thing is people do make mistakes right just that one incident and you kept on repeating the mistake i made somemore i just made a minor mistake then everytime when you need to ask info then you come ask me for what since you already think that my info not reliable i rather you not come ask me it is very irritating you know argh i just feel like screaming next time don't ask me la since you doubt me i am just typing whatever that comes to my mind everything in random order let nature take its course nothing is gonna happen if you just stay there and watch i already made a lot of obvious moves already are you taking things slowly it is already day forty-five i really hate waiting for people i am always the one waiting for people i am always the one being taken granted for why don't they appreciate what i did what did i actually do wrongly to deserve all this shit hi numb feeling you are back now i don't feel anything and i don't really expect anything is that a good thing or bad thing treasure me when i am around and not regret when i turn my back on you can't really write all these stuff on fb twitter or whatever those who actually finish reading and understand this just keep it to yourself and don't ask me about it if not i will just kill or ignore you actually it depends on who ask me oh well i am tired very tired goodnight

I am a happy girl.

Playful Kiss

2010-10-18T16:45:00.003+08:00

Just got back form school not long ago. So lazy to bathe. BUT i am gonna go bathe after i post this.

Watching Playful Kiss now! OMG, Kim Hyun Joong is so cute and handsome!!!! Still at episode 2. wth. I WILL CATCH UP SOON!!!!

YES, this post is specially for this drama. KHJ♥

AWWWWWW.

Okay I shall go bathe now. Will update again later!

p.s I've got a lot of updated photos of KHJ♥

Tired

2010-10-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

Slept all the way till 12pm plus. Meet Sy and Xy at 2.30pm at Sy's condo. Played monopoly deal and chatted for awhile before we left for dinner. Wanted to have buffet for dinner but all the places we went to don't have >:/ Finally we came to Cafe Cartel at TM.

We promised to meet up for buffet this coming Wednesday! Anyway I gained 1kg! These few days i just kept on eating and eating and eating. HUGE appetite I've got. I guess it is a good thing. Just that i need to spend a lot on food.

Finished watching My Girl already! I can't find Playful Kiss on PPlive ): Shall watch My Girlfriend is a Gumiho now. I was asked to watch King of Baking too. So busy :/ But i can't just watch dramas everyday right? I wanna do something meaningful. SHALL PLAN ON THE ACTIVITIES I WANNA CARRY OUT NOW. Or maybe SOON.

I don't know. I am struggling now. Am i losing hope?

Tiring weekend

2010-10-17T00:40:00.005+08:00

Friday, 151010. Had PW consultation in the morning. I am always the earliest to reach. ARGH. Anyway, one random thing. I really really don't like waiting for people. I am always punctual. GRRR. But depends on who i am waiting for. HEE. After that went to meet Sy with Xy. Had lunch. Saw him. FATE? ahahaha. Sy went off for work while Xy and i watched Life As We Know It at GV. Interesting movie. MUST WATCH! Went off to meet the auntie, to help out for this Passion Fun Walk for Passion Card, at Raffles Place mrt. Thought there's macs there, or maybe something else. IN THE END, we took dinner 7-eleven T.T THE FOOD WAS DAMN PATHETIC.

The auntie was late >:/ SEE, I am always early. The first day of promoting was hell. MY FEET NEARLY DIED. It was really damn tiring and i only reached home at 11pm. But the night view is really beautiful! (: I would want to go there with YOU in future!

Saturday(today), 161010. Woke up at 10.30am to watch my drama. Currently watching My Girl. Finishing soon. Gonna watch Playful Kiss after that. KIM HYUN JOONG ^^ Meet Xy at 4pm. She was late. I waited again. SEE, I AM ALWAYS THE ONE WAITING FOR PEOPLE :/ Took mrt to Raffles Place AGAIN. We were complaining all the way there. Finding reasons to tell the auntie that we cannot make it tomorrow. In the end we came up with this idea: Our teacher's child's birthday. haha. And it worked. YAY. Today was better than yesterday. At least I felt happier. The night view is really really really very nice. The SG flyer, Esplanade, IR, BLAH BLAH BLAH. OMG O.O Time passed by damn quickly today. Managed to persuade one to participate. The rest say will go online register, don't know real one or fake one. Hmm.. The lighted stuff displayed around the SG river are damn pretty. I am in love with the night view! Hoho.

I see hope (:

2010-10-14T23:42:00.005+08:00

This is how i feel when i talk to you.

Wednesday, 131010. Went for vaccination in the morning. Went over to Xinying's house in the evening to to the slides for OP. Finally got a chance to have a long chat with her. Feels good (: Had steamboat at her house. She made her special sauce for me. hehe.

After that we kinda practiced our presentation, watched a bit of wrestling before my dad came to fetch me at 11pm plus.

Thursday, 141010. Had breakfast with Shelia at tmart in the morning. Went to Xueyu's house because it is still early. Meet Kristin and went to school at 12.45pm.

The presentation was scary. Lucky it is just a trial. SO IT'S OKAY THAT I SCREWED UP. After that went home. I did a kind deed on my way home today! HEE.

Anyway i drew for someone on msn just now. TIRING. Cup, instant noodles, house, guy, soccer ball. Today is a happy day! Hope tomorrow will be better! (:

Okay, I'm gonna go write my note for today! Goodnight!<3

pathetic

2010-10-12T20:27:00.005+08:00

Maybe i should leave and take a break from all this nonsense. The feeling is haunting me again.

Supposed to play tt today. But cancelled because last minute can't find bat. Spent whole day rotting at home in front of the computer. Is my life really this boring? :/

Haha, i really don't feel like doing anything now. I feel stupid. Now that i can't write out anything anywhere, my only way is to run/eat. I hope i won't explode.

Iamahappygirl. Yes, i am a happy girl.

This is depressing

2010-10-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 101010. Went for a run with Xueyu at Bedok reservoir. Stamina sucked like hell. I think the last time i ran was don't know how many months ago ):

I thought something special would happen today. But nothing happened.

Today, 111010. Had lunch at Central. Watched Eat, Pray, Love with XYs and Shelia. BORING MOVIE, DON'T WATCH MAN. Went to play badminton at Tampines indoor stadium. After that went to Manpuku for dinner. Then went to arcade.

I don't know why. I just feel very depressed now.

I AM BACK!

2010-10-09T21:34:00.003+08:00

IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST BLOGGED. ONE MONTH AGO I THINK? A lot of things happened during this one month, I think. Spent most of my time at TCC with Shelia and Xueyu to study. Watched Devil. Phew, this shows that my life wasn't that boring during that one month in hell. I am relieved that everything is over. Promos were really stressful. So stressful that.... ah nevermind, it's over!

Thursday, 071010. LAST DAY OF PROMOS. Watched Charlie St. Cloud and went to Udders at Siglap.

Have been watching Personal Preference since Thursday. It reminds me of the feeling of how the guy claimed that he love you but ended up saying that he wasn't thinking right at the start of the relationship. Bullshit.

Gonna watch more dramas during this short break.

Should I run tomorrow? Maybe I will feel better. Because running is the best way to make you feel tired so that you will not think so much/forget all your troubles.

Waiting for you to make your move. Or maybe you won't.

Aunty Jenny's birthday. Teacher's day. Sister's birthday. Last day of school of the term.

2010-09-03T23:10:00.006+08:00

Saturday, 280810. As usual, went back to grandma's house. Nothing much.

Sunday, 290810. Celebrated my Aunt's birthday! Went to some restaurant for lunch first and went to some ktv. COOL FAMILY HERE. PHOTOSSSS!!!! Photobucket is down :( Have to use blogger's one = poor quality :( Go facebook see!

Celebration ended at about 5pm plus. Went home to change before going to SIA sports club to meet Xueyu, Xinying, Shelia, Sarah and Jian Wei for table tennis. Table tennis is really very very very very fun. I promise i am gonna learn seriously from Shelia! Left SIA sports club at 10pm plus. Went for dinner at Simei. SHELIA SENT ME HOME <3 style="font-weight: bold;">

Monday, 300810. Nothing much.

Tuesday, 310810. Lots of people skipped school as we are the only JC without halfday :/ The school is stupid. The principal is stupid. Everything is stupid. Skipped lessons with Xinying, Kristin and Sarah to go back to PRSS. I don't know why, but i kind of regretted skipping lessons. I know we got to meet our sec sch teachers and stuff. But the feeling just ain't right. There are just more bad memories than good ones. After that went for lunch at Long John. Went to buy materials at UrbanWrite for my sister's birthday card.

Went home to bathe before meeting Jervis to study at Tmart macs. Managed to develop the photos for the card. Studied all the way till 11pm plus. Then dad came to fetch me home.

Wednesday, 010910. Had Chemistry tuition in the morning. Not gonna ask him come anymore. Stayed at home the whole day to finish my sister's card.

Thursday, 020910. Had school in the morning. Had dinner with family to celebrate my sister's birthday.

Friday, 030910. SPE in the morning. I HATE MY SPE TEACHER. He is just being super annoying >:/ Lessons as usual. After school, celebrated Chelsea's birthday!

After that went to watch Step Up 3 with Xinying and Siew Bin. Had dinner with them plus Shelia and Xueyu. Xueyu went for piano lesson. Waited for her until 8pm then go home!

Will upload the photos another day!

GOT TO GO. GOODNIGHT.

Willing to wait. Hope you won't disappoint me.

Super duper tiring week

2010-08-27T17:22:00.002+08:00

Monday-Thursday, 230810 - 260810. Had dance rehearsals on Monday and Wednesday. The earliest time i reached home was around 8pm plus, the latest 11pm plus. Performed to the J2s first on Tuesday. Danced Genie, Circus and Gee. The audience were not supportive at all and it was as if we were dancing to air/wall/whatever. And we received lots of bad comments about how bad we did. I hate this kind of audience. So, on Tuesday and Wednesday, we stayed back to practice. And i did not touch any homework this week. Sigh. Performed to the J1s on Thursday. The audience were so much better. So much better than the J2s.

Genie

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Nothing much today. Just that i am very tired and having muscle aches all over.

Busy week

2010-08-21T21:47:00.005+08:00

PHOTO-FILLED POST

Tuesday, 170810. Woke up super early to meet June, Xinying, Jiaxin and Sarah send off our SD buddies at airport. Gave her the letter that i wrote the previous night and the stuff that i bought for her. She cried and hugged me. Sigh. After that went school.

Wednesday, 180810. School. Had dance rehearsal. Kinda stressed up over the dance Genie because i still haven't really learn the steps.

Thursday, 190810. School ended at 3pm (usually 5pm) because we are going to watch YOG soccer at Jalan Besar Stadium. WOOOO. First match was Haiti against Vanuatu. Haiti won by the score of 2-1. Second one was Singapore against Montenegro. Singapore won by the score 3-2. I used to think that soccer matches are boring, like everyone running like crazy over a ball.

BUT NOW, i mean ever since i watched world cup, I MUST SAY THAT I REALLY LIKE WATCHING SOCCER BECAUSE IT IS SO INTERESTING AND EXCITING!!!! omg. Cheered like mad until i lost my voice. No. 13, 6, and i-don't-know-what-number from Montenegro are so cuteeeeee. Brandon from SG team also look damn handsome when he plays soccer! @.@ Soccer hunks that all of us can't resist.

Felicia Law brought her DSLR. So we took photos like mad. I am gonna post some of it up. The rest are in FB!

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That is my white fbt shorts!

THIS IS HOW XINYING ALWAYS BULLY ME.

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OFF TO JALAN BESAR STADIUM

Haiti team

Vanuatu team

The 3 referees doing weird warm-ups

SG TEAM. BRANDON IS NO.7 (:

Friday, 200810. Got to go school at 9am because went to watch YOG soccer the night before. Dance rehearsal again. Got to showcase the dance Genie to my senior and on front of everyone. And great, I totally embarrassed my in front of all of them because I only know a few steps. But after that, i learned the steps. But I am still not very confident with myself. SIGH. I just hope that i won't embarrass myself on stage, in front of the J1s and J2s on nest Tuesday and Thursday! Dance ended at 8pm plus. Can you imagine how tired am I?

Anyway, i talked to my SD buddy on msn! We promised to keep in contact through msn and email. COOL MAN.

Today, 210810. Supposed to meet my pw group at 11am at airport but ended up reaching there at 11.45pm >.< Was really feeling damn tired because of dance yesterday. But luckily, I am not the only one who was late. Only one was punctual. I felt damn guilty. Had lunch at T3 foodcourt, then proceeded to TCC to do pw. Went Popeye to eat my 3pc tenders too. YUM YUM. Went home after we are done with the project.

OFF TO SLEEP! My right hand feels kinda numb after tagging 527 photos on FB!

ShanDong buddy

2010-08-16T21:42:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda sad that my ShanDong buddy is leaving tomorrow morning. Although we only spent like 2 days together only, but during these 2 days, we got to know each other and became really good friends. She is cute, nice and humble. Totally opposite of the impression i had on China people. Opps. Today, the feeling of sending them off from our school was heartwrenching. Just can't bear to say goodbye because the thing is that she will not be my buddy when I go to ShanDong at the end of the year :(

Anyway this is my buddy!

SHE IS VERY CUTE. And she gets excited and crazy when she sees handsome or cute guys. HAHA

And their buddies:

Tomorrow going airport at 6.15am to send them off. I MISS HER AND THEM :(

P.S Today was an unlucky day. 1.) A bee stung my finger. 2.) maths teacher thought i was talking but i wasn't. And she asked me to move to the front row. 3.) Nearly got knocked down by car.

But, I am not feeling down. YAY. Okay, got to go write letter for my buddy! <3